Starring: Toyota Tacoma
My everything, I know I have been fucking up too much lately. I just want us to be together and happy again, I miss you so much and i know that whenever we get good, i mess it up. i always do. I know that i try and blame you but i know deep down inside, i do it because i dont want to be the one who gets hurt, so i try and do it first so i dont get hurt first. I know it makes no sence but i dont get it either. I know that i want you. I know that i dont care if i get hurt, its with the risk, i know your worth the risk. I know that your life has been getting tougher and tougher. Things never let up for you babe, but all of this is going to make you stronger and make your outlook on life just a little different, like to savor every bit of happiness in your life because you never know when its going to be gone. Im sorry for everything, i know im always doing something wrong, or something that pisses you off but i just want you to know that even if it doesnt seem like it, im giving you my all. Even when times get to be hard, im always giving you my all. If you dont want to be with me thats okay, i cant make you stay with me, but i can give you my all until you dont want anything to do with me. Ill always know that deep down in my heart, that i know that we could work it out. Im willing to put everything that has happened, behind me. I know we can work, what we have is real babe. Its not gone, i can feel its still there and its still strong. Even if we dont work out, I will always be here for you Brittany. I know we can get though this. I will never give up on us, i believe we can make it through anything. Dont you remember all of the times we have been through? How I stayed with you and your mom at the hospital after your accident? I know what we have is still there and i know we can come out of this. Just believe, please… I love you more than anything Brittany Jo Anderson and I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I know your the one for me. Your 1 in 6,852,472,823. Hopefully you read this and think about how happy we make each other. Your my everything and i miss you so much. I love you no matter what happens Brittany Jo Anderson. You will always be my one and only baby:] <3. Love Nich p.s. I love you.
Today was a great day, I looked GOOD!, i had alot of fun working on cars with Brittany, and then we finished the day while watching the CMT awards while cuddling and the occational tickling. It was amazing:]. You smiled so much! I loved it Brittany. I love you!